About a month and a half ago I was going to sit down and write a blogpost about my life, for once, working out well. Something along the lines of my continued negativity with regards to illnesses, personal setbacks and so on. I ended up being too busy [in a good way] to do so.
I wish I had done that, even if it had just been something to look back onto.
The last couple of weeks have been tough – I’ve been working too much and my routine has turned into something I dislike with staying up far too late night after night and generally not being settled enough to sleep. All of that has led me to be less tolerant of the quirks of other people and I have become very irritable. Ultimately getting a nice message from a friend actually made me realise that I am currently not the person I want to be.
At the same time I am happy about the distraction work gives me from having to sort it all out.